A selection of Miss Tattman's letters to Miss Waterman in the preceding months....
April 30, 181--
My dearest Emily,
I write to you with what you will assume to be a heavy
heart, but one which I must assure you has been lightened immensely. The long-ill engagement is now officially dead. I shall never be Mrs. John Harrington,
and for that I must say I heave a sigh of great relief! What is more, I have
been bought off, and handsomely at that! I have a healthy sum all of my own,
plus a respectable annuity. I feel as though I have gone through a great trial
and come out clean. I am to have the best of both worlds- the independent
fortune of a widow, without ever having to go through the pains of marriage.
May I live and die an old maid from here on out, I shall be quite a happy one.
Indeed, I think I can safely promise you never again to fall in love.
Ever
your faithful friend,
Elizabeth
Tattman
June 5, 181--
Emily,
It is all settled, I am to come and join my dear girl in the
wilds of America! Father has finally consented to the trip........... Until then, I am
so ready to be done with Bristol, where my finally broken engagement is such a
story of interest, that I have applied to Miss Jessica to allow me refuge with
her in Surrey once more.
I shall take your advice about love under consideration, but
I am afraid you may find me a hopeless case. I am too fond of my newly found
freedom to even think of another entanglement. And you must remember that by
now I am quite an old maid, and settled in my contrary ways.
Of course, I do not expect my friends to live by the same creed. I think, in fact, that I may safely assume that my dear Emily will not be following Beatrice and I to the gates of Hell....And yet neither do I fear losing her to some wild American…… Or perhaps I am merely indulging in fancy, since I have not had the ability to see you with my own eyes for so long. In either case, I know you will forgive your dear Eliza.
Of course, I do not expect my friends to live by the same creed. I think, in fact, that I may safely assume that my dear Emily will not be following Beatrice and I to the gates of Hell....And yet neither do I fear losing her to some wild American…… Or perhaps I am merely indulging in fancy, since I have not had the ability to see you with my own eyes for so long. In either case, I know you will forgive your dear Eliza.
Your loving friend,
Elizabeth
P.S. There is one proviso attached to my American Adventure-
I am to have my third cousin, Mr. Cushing, serve as my
escort once I land. He settled there last year after his ship was dry docked or
some such calamity.
I confess I approach the arrangement with a certain dread.
The last time I saw him I was a mere twelve and he fourteen, and I certainly
felt he used my would-be girlish devotion most cruelly. However I shall
endeavor not to let it ruin my spirits, and I believe with your help we may
devise several schemes for eluding and outwitting my would-be jailor.
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